Please fall back into my life
Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 7:18 AM
After the celebrating our 3rd year annivesary, love follow me to padang at SRC to watch me play soccer, its been so long since you saw me play soccer, :) when we reach cityhall , while walking toward the pitch, i say to love "b, sorry okay if i tk score untok you." but while i'm getting ready to get to the game. love was sitting down . after i tie my shoelace and drink a cup of water, i didnt go to the pitch straight, i went to kiss love at her forehead as that is where i had my first kiss on her. hope she like it. hmm , when the refree blow it, what's on my mind is win the game for my team and score for my love "dee" I took the free - kick and it hit the post, damn! i thought i couldnt score for her, but i did! yeah, im happy for it. when i did my celebration after the goal, i pointed at dee. I hope your happy love. Sorry if because of me we got home late. :)
Just now my brother (Muhamad Zaid bin Rehman) had his engagement day.
haha, so cute of him. After all we been through since we were kid, now your getting engage :)
I'm happy for you , yeah me and dee went over to our future sis in law place at bedok.
Alot of things happen while waiting for the cab, While dee is smoking. her mum baju kurung that she wear to the engagement got up with the "bara" i dont know how to say that in english,
yeah, then while waiting for the cab ,i drop the camera cover set, Clumsy me. :)
When we get there, Saw my two lovely sis over there, My whole family love me and dee being to together. My elder brother (Muhammad Faisal bin Rehman) love disturbing dee just now, etc like "alamak nk suap makan pulak, and stuff" :) You are going to be a father soon dear brother. I'm happy for you, again i miss those moment when we are still a kid. :(
Yeah after done eating me and dee went downstairs to go for a smokey session, did have a great conversation with you dear. What's my plan with dee is that we are going to get engage when she's done with her ite school :) and me after my Post out parade. What she ask me to do now is save money and get my fucking driving license soon as things will be easy for us right. :)
After everything's is done we headed home, before there we went to POSB bank at eastpoint to deposit some cash into here account, While i'm doing the deposit for her that guy call him , hais . I know that he called dee. but after the convesation between them, dee told me that he call. hais. God is asking me to settle some thing which is hard to be done. :) when we got back to dee places, We went back to the place that i drop the camera cover set, and its still there, lucky me :), went in dee room lie down at her bed, hmm how i wish i am marry to her :)
look back to the old stuff i have with dee from 2007 till 2010. thats fcuking long right, hmm i'm done doing her macbeth shoe that she bought yesterday at far east plaza, then off to the kitchen as love is very hungry, so she cook for herself and me, i did help her okay. She say " I tgh masak pon nk cium-cium i, nanty da khawin mcm mane" and we both laugh :)
I did talk to dee grandmother, about the engagement i plan with dee. She asked what's the plan about, i explain to grandma in detail , that during my NS time after the POP then i would like to have the engagement going on, by the time dee is working and, im serving the NS normal time 8am to 5pm, save money for 1 year and 9 month, after that sign on or maybe find other job then can get married, then grandma start lecturing me, she agree with what i say, but she say "kurang-kurang kao da 25 baru kao khawin" she did support me . What she asked me to do is " din skarang simpan duit cincin okay" :)
Yesh i know, all these happen for a reason . If it not of because of me, this thing won't be happening now. Now what i'm going to do is, i'm going to make things right back to normal again
I wont call you effy anymore, the first time i knew you in Chai chee secondary school, i call you diana not effy , things chance when your he came into your life and its my fault :(
I just want my secondary school time with you. But for now, i got to work hard and make thing better and like how it use to be. :)
We got a long way to go and we got to face alot of sitaution, and i'm ready for it when everythings going to be fine back with Din & Dee
Can i have the old diana i knew on 130107? please.
Dee, took this picture before we went to sentosa, had a great time with you bby.
I just wish that it could remain like that forever, :)
happy 3rd year 1month anniversary, i feel happy when you told me that this is not going to be the last time i'm celebrating my annivesary with you :) , i don't want to cry for you any more.
I want to prove you wrong. I just wont give up in our love no matter what happen. Yesh, its true what you say that ive been repeating the same mistake again and again.
After this incident, i'm so lost without you dear. You meant everything to me, i don't want to share my love with him :(
Reading your diary during the 2007 season last night i just feel like crying, :'(
half way through reading it, i fell asleep. Woke up in the morning just now call her and wish her happy valentines day, i did propose to her yesterday in the bus to be my valentine :) how i wish i could be with her like how we use too.
but she's just to scared that i might be repeating the same mistake again and at the same time, she's just scared of losing him, I wont say anything to you, cause it just a kata - kata
What i'm going to do now is prove to you. i love you so much
Before going there, i head to dee house and gave her the valentine present i had for her, i really hope she like it. :) then , Me and dee accompany her mum to bus stop cause mummy going off to work. Hmm, thanks for giving me your support mummy, that night i thought that everything going to end between me and dee :) but after a long message i receive from you, i think that you are right, I want you to be my mum in law, and you want me to be your son in law, :)
it took me 3 years to take papa heart, it not that fucking easy and i'm not going to waste all that 3 years like that. I'm going make things normal again between din & dee, And i'm going to change to be a better person now. trust me mummy, yeah back to the story at the bus stop.
I asked mummy whether if it's okay that me and dee getting engage then she say "mama tk suke tunang and etc" , she want me to get marry straight with dee. :) yeah, i know but i want to get engage first with dee :) then we off back to dee house :) then she get ready and stuff, while waiting i watch this show at suria "LOVE IS CINTA" seem like a great show to me, going to find the disc, i know that show is old and boring show, but there's thing you can learn in there.
bby, i hope you can accept me back in your life and start a build a new life dear, although i'm so not going to give up on us dear, i love you so much as i hope what we plan on 13/01/2011 really happen okay bby.
