My uncle came and he did advice me and stuff, i just feel so sad for whatever happen to me.

Everyone love me alot. i just feel so regret for what i done. if only i could read and know the future. that will be great, i will never do this kind of stuff in the first place. :(

I dont want to make my mum cry anymore, and for sure i'm going to be a better person.

thank god i didnt die being in that worst accident, everyday before i went to sleep i always think, how did i had the accident and stuff, maybe this is a lesson for me. as i always be rude to my family. but when im in this situation. they always love and treasure me.

My mum, she always sad looking at me in this kind of situation, she will help me doing alot of things. no one is better than my mum. :( trust me mum, i will change and be a better person to you and everyone who love me. Things will get soon and i will cure soon, thanks to my mum. she's the one who take care of me. even im in this sitaution, i will not make you worry for me anymore.

i will always listen to you mum and love you. :(