Stay with me
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 3:24 AM
Your the only one i love and no one can replace you.
All i want to do is to rest and sleep at night peacefully,but it seems my dream just cant fight it.
I'm always kept thinking of you,lying on my bed and wonder if there's anything i could have say.
I wish you will be by my side forever but i knew that you are near to me in my heart bbylove.
I love you more that anything i could imagine now, I just don't want to repeat the same mistake again and again, i don't want to leave you too. I just want to be like how we use to be since 13/01/2007, every single day my love for you is getting more and more.
No one can stop me from loving you and having you back in my life.
You may not be here with me, but thoughts of you will be forever inside my heart.
You meant alot to me bbylove.
Can i have the old dee i know since 13/01/07? :'(
I know we can make the 13/01/2011 dreams come true right baby? but i've got the bare with what i'm facing now.
Yes, a guy like me never change, but miracle can happen, you did say to me once that one day i would change for the better of us, and i can tell you that the one day is here my love. I realise everything now.
What you is true that you don't want to hurt him, but your hurting me bby with those word you say to him :( , how i wish we could be like how we use too, i am to be blame, this is all because of me. :'( i wish i could turn back the time, but i should make things better in the present.
I had a great time with you for the past few days when he's not around right bbylove and you agree with that, we seems so normal and everything's going fine, :'(
After 3 years being with you, i won't let you go that easily.
Yesterday was fun, until that guy call dee, and my mood began to go down, but dee make my day, :) went out with dee aunt and uncle to watch midnight movie at somerset. We watch werewolf, the show was so boring due to alot of talking, :) but me and dee really enjoy our time,
went to botanic garden, to had our supper, as for me i ate prata bomb, dee ate prata butter, she love it so much. then we head home , i slept over at dee aunt place at bedok, abah was so nice, dee always say "how i wish he was my father, aww so cute" then lights off, slept at 5am and woke up at 9pm due to the noisy of the kids, then dee slept beside me, :) so sweet,woke dee up at 11am and went for our breakfast at the nearby coffee shop, dee at prata butter again, so cute of her, then after that slack at dee aunt house and we're off home. :)
"bby, please i dont want to cry for you bbylove, all i want is to be with you back as soon as possible, how long am i going to be like this , yes, i did say "anything for you" but no the one you are asking me to do, cause i dont to hurt you bby. All i want you to do is just leave him, and be with me back, and i want dee not effy can? yes, its all coming back to me, i believe in karma, but after this there won't be any karma into our relantionship"
Whenever you say to me "kalo i tingal kan noah abeh thing happen again mcm mane" bby if you leave him , im already happy and all i want to do is make a better one in the present . :(
